There must be something wrong with my life. Because no matter how hard I try to be nice to people and do good things, people will not see me from a good side, it will be from the bad side.
No, this is not about you, you, and you. It's about me and how should I behave with people. It has been into my thought for quite long that I rarely get a good treatment from the people that I think I deserve to get it. Since I was still a child, I have been learning that I supposed not to put expectation that people will do a good thing to me. Including my family. They simply wouldn't. Then I grew up to be a person who have less expectation and believe on my own capacity to get what I want and need for myself. It's sad I know.
And this is even getting worse when I decided to work in non-profit industry where I thought that the people will be more caring to each other due to the nature of the work. In fact it's no different than any other industry. At least based on my knowledge up to now.
Well, if you ask me how I stand right now I can't answer it well. I think I start to lose my faith to humanity.
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